Like a cat in a bag
Waiting to drown.
(I know I'll see your face again)
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell / How I wish I would save my soul./ I'm so cold from fear.
Not sure why. I saw in detail, you were diving, swimming. You were happily ditching me, we seemed to be on a cruise or a yacht.
You teased me, undressing, letting me se your bosom. You seemed infatuated with someone or something, very undefined.
You smiled throughout. As if rubbing your joy into me, locked in a cage. Perhaps I was a shark, finally caught and being laughed at.
I deserve to be locked, indeed.
He never wished to stay.
(I dream of you, and all the things you say
I wonder where are you now?)
Chasing the sun...
Ah, my heart feels so still as I try to find the will
To forget her somehow
Oh, I think I've forgotten her now
The time of the accident.
But I remember the weather was heavy, stormy.
Or, maybe, it was just my soul.
I was merely roaming.
But I did. I did want to show up.
Problem is, I had left. And since then, I am heading nowhere.
...
all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how
...
And yes, you would have the one that saves me. I guess you did save me, once, twice, thrice, to the infinite. When after all, I should have saved you.