Like a cat in a bag

 Waiting to drown.


(I know I'll see your face again)



Underwater dream

Not sure why.  I saw in detail, you were diving, swimming.  You were happily ditching me, we seemed to be on a cruise or a yacht. 


You teased me, undressing, letting me se your bosom. You seemed infatuated with someone or something, very undefined. 


You smiled throughout. As if rubbing your joy into me, locked in a cage. Perhaps I was a shark, finally caught and being laughed at. 


I deserve to be locked, indeed.








Strong winds

Bring a whisper of the unfathomable.


(and can't reach out)



Chained to all the places

He never wished to stay.


(I dream of you, and all the things you say

I wonder where are you now?)



Chasing the sun...





Fooling myself

Ah, my heart feels so still as I try to find the will

To forget her somehow

Oh, I think I've forgotten her now



You are gone

I am lost.



Don't recall

The time of the accident. 

But I remember the weather was heavy, stormy. 

Or, maybe, it was just my soul.

Woke up

Messed up.



I did not show up

I was merely roaming. 


But I did. I did want to show up. 


Problem is, I had left. And since then, I am heading nowhere.


...

all the roads we have to walk are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I would

Like to say to you

But I don't know how

...


And yes, you would have the one that saves me. I guess you did save me, once, twice, thrice, to the infinite. When after all, I should have saved you.