Void
Deprived of will.
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
No one ever said it would be so hard*
*(Except you. You said it would be hard, sooner or later, and that not knowing your whereabouts would kill me. And it is, slowly, killing me. You knew, you said. And I, I was just the usual piece of crap I am.)
What if I falter?
Then, I am entitled to no forgiveness. I shall proceed through the path beaten and bruised.
Why can't we give ourselves one more chance?
I didn't even give Love one single chance. And now we are consumed matches. No matter we ever matched and sparked. Just exhausted.
How?
How and when did I get here
I've never seen a place like this
And I can't see anything at the same time
Does this place even exist
Only they didn't
You can tell what kind of condition I was in. Or what condition my condition was in. So I started going round and round, faster and faster. And then I let go. And as I let go I ran out of petrol. I just slowly came to a stop! I thought, ‘Oh God, this is the story of my life.’ As it happens, things picked up after that!
And they should have. It was not just missed opportunity, it was missing out life and Love
Therefore, here am I, missing you.
The more stress
The more I think how you led me the right way, how tension would build only to enter a stage of serenity with two or three words.
How I would explode, and you'd find the right words. The right gesture.
Or maybe it was just a consequence of your loving eyes.
Let it come.
Missing
We were sassy with each other. It was a way of sharing something.
And now, I can't reach you to tell I loved a joke. Maybe get a playful frown, make you smile - I felt like a powerful king whenever I would make you smile.
It's the little things I miss. Sharing, talking, loving.
