I don't have to try

I just close my eyes.


Electric dreams are a waste. I would rather much prefer organic life - Your body close to mine. Your voice in my ear. Your sweat in my lips. Your sorrow into my arms. My soul devoted to you.





And so it is

Just like you said it would be.

No love, no glory.






Like a soul without a mind


In a body without a heart
I'm missing every part



Post tenebras spero lucem

Sometimes you can barely tell the difference
Between darkness and light
Do you have faith in what we believe?


Rainy days

Warm flashbacks.

Never have I ever

Saw you with your Vinok. Made sure to dive and grab it. 

So many moments, places, experiences, events, adventures, occasions, encounters I forfeited.


Once there were mountains on mountains

And once there were sun birds to soar with

And once I could never be down

Got to keep searching and searching

And oh, what will I be believing

And who will connect me with love?

Wonder who, wonder who, wonder when

Have you sought fortune, evasive and shy?

Drink to the men who protect you and I

Drink, drink, drain your glass, raise your glass high





A waltz

I feel you. And yet, we never truly danced. I wonder who you might be dancing with tonight.

And yet, i remember the fury in my heart when you told me you were going to dance, and I dream of a Waltz with you, cheek to cheek. 


Heaven, I’m in Heaven,

And my heart beats so that I can hardly speak;

And I seem to find the happiness I seek,

When we’re out together dancing cheek to cheek.



Rain drops keep fallin on my head

Send that horse round and round the track

I want to know what you got to say






Though I want to be with you

 Be with you night and day





Miss you

As simple as that.


Why do I make it complicated to run back to you? 

And why do I even think you'd be welcoming me back? 


Rephrase: I miss you, but I hope you do not miss me. You deserve to be happy.


Un coeur qui doute

 



J’ai voulu rêver plus loin
Voir l’horizon chavirer
Et chaque jour je me souviens
Que j’aimerais oublier
La nuit où pour tout salir
Un autre a pris ta place
Le vertige, l’envie d’en finir
Que ton ombre s’efface

Mais rien n’a commencé
Rien n’a fini
Je suis restée à quai / J’ai failli m’embarquer

Mes souvenirs sont en lambeaux
Ils s’effilent par endroits
Et même s’ils prennent l’eau
Ils ne me lâcheront pas
J’ai peur de te sourire
De voir mes lèvres te mentir
Et je crains de t’en vouloir
De rester là sans savoir

Que rien n’a commencé
Rien n’a fini
Je suis restée à quai / J’ai failli m’embarquer



Shelter from the storm

I was never one. And still ain't.

You, on the contrary, were warmth in grey days, joy through the shiny ones.


It takes courage to enter a shelter, but even more to be one.






Sobre a pele que há em ti

Eu não sei nada


Quando o dia entardeceu
e o teu corpo tocou
num recanto do meu
uma dança acordou
e o sol apareceu
de gigante ficou
num instante apagou
o sereno do céu






And just like that

You are not gone.



No matter

How much time it goes by, a dream eventually shows up. Today I got the best of it. I always get the best when your smile gleefully shows up.